hard 2 breathe..............

it is, hard 2 breathe when u are trying 2 hold back ur tears and type something....

i feel very sad. very very very sad.

i think about my life, and feel so down.

however, i did continue 2 progress in my final project... i did not forget nor ignore it.....................

i love peter so much. but i have 2 let him go... its for da best... rite........
but honestly.. it makes me sadder to hear every1 say they are happy for me i break up with him......

sumtimes i feel he not tat bad....just controlling...

sigh.

i am so so soooo sad.

Deeply words in my heart

hi, everyone!!! time to bed, but i'm still thinking of u guys. Today is Birdy big day! congrats my girl to become 20 years old, now is only left our Mervin and Anna still at the age of 19....haha.....

Dunno is it because of this, god still want to train them to be more tough! Mervin called me today, i feel sad while hearing what he said. Anna too, last two day we online chatting, she told me that she was heart sick! 

Guys, time to wake up! we only left 6 weeks from assessment! I hope all of us 067 will be graduate together happily with no regrets! I know it take times to sad, but no matter how, you will need to wake off 1 day, so lets do it the next day while you 2 read this. I really hope to see both of you argue in our class. Especially u ANNA, u have been absent for so many days, really wish to hear your voice again and again! We are going to graduate, after that we don have much chance to meet again. So i really hope that we really appreciate this 2 months while we are working hard together! 

So....last....i love 067 !!!!!muaks muaks!!!hahaha.....LET's FIGHT for our FUTURE !!!

SPEECHLESS SPEECH

LOL. hopefully u guys understand d joke LOL

sigh i been so down crying twice the other day. i sick summore things liddat happen. huhuhu =/ sad sad sad.

but i will not let it ruin my mood forever~!
so i went to have a very very very very very very very expensive and high class dinner with my bf (or hubby2be) and i felt so much better~!!!!!

actually not really SO high class la. i juz talk big LOL

i wanna congratz the ones who entered!!! miss WHITE and miss BENG HONG a.k.a SITI XD and sabrina (063) so hopefully u guys GAMBATEH AND WORK HARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

as i quote, "no one wants failure but everyone wants success"

to jasmine~
we tried our best. we are not weak, just need 2 improve. dun b so down, u are not as weak as u think u are. i am here to prove that to you.

救命啊..

wah...! the song very suit our class , got many memories in it :) see..?? now i remember how to post liao ... thank u ah beng .. the SITI and NURHALIZA one hor ..is called "救命啊!"....
heheheh :'D

New Classmates

Let's have a big welcome for our new classmates~~~~
Siti and Norhalizaa
yea~~~~~~

*WAVES EXCITEDLY*

hi all, i hope my previous post isn't too much 2 read LOL!!!


i had fun today, thanks 2 all of you. u know, when i was riding back from college juz now, i was thinking... wat happens after we graduate and say goodbye? will i cry on the day? wat will life be without the noisy 067?

sigh... thinking of it makes me feel sad, because when that time comes, it means i am closing another chapter of my life and opening a new one... good and bad mesh together....



i wan 2 share my quote i created throughout the years, i recently moved house and i found my notebook full of poems and quotes i create for myself... so i share a few with u all. hope can give inspiration, and can help y0u succeed, be happy n enjoy life like i did. thanks to these words, i am wat i am today....



"Many fail 2 plan but NOBODY plan to fail."

"Close that door of pain and open the DOORS of JOY and laughter!"

"Your smile makes someone felt better today."

"NO one needs failure but EVERYONE wants victory."

"aim for the GALAXY, and you will get the UNIVERSE"

"Believe in yourself,and no one can hurt you anymore."

"Never keep anger within, Never let sorrow grow, never let pain reside, never let hatred prevail."


hehe... some only... HEHEHEHE

sorry sorry... >.<

i really dunno why i say sorry, perhaps many reasons le.

for one, (for sure) is that i rarely mix with you guys.

its not that i dislike any1 of you guys ok, juz tat i sumtimes got things 2 do and i already very used to be alone, so i hope you guys understand, not that i don't take you guys as friends you know...

can say i alwiz notice everyone and observe everyone whenever i free and whenever i talk 2 any1 of you. i try 2 understand each n every1 of u as much as possible, i hope you guys dun mind hehe.. its kinda like my secret hobby.. i find human interesting, that's why. (suddenly i sound like an alien coming 2 earth 2 study and get 2 know human race, HAHAHAHA!!!)

i alwiz try 2 make friends with every1 and i alwiz want 2 keep a relationship bond with every1 (hope i m doing a gd job at tat)...

i know sumtimes i may be over react and sumtimes say things too directly that may hurt any1 of ur feelings... if i do so, i apologize here, hope you (those who are hurt by me) can accept my humble and sincere sorry and forgive me :)

today our class of visual merchandising is very fun. i really can see you all likes the lecturer very much and soon i can see all of you speaking way way better english than me with SUPER confidence and do it with own style!

thanks for all your comments about me. somehow most of u say d same things about me. hahahahahahhahaha... thank you thank you *applause*

p/s thanks chris for saying i improve from past (now no more stubborn, more open minded, can accept opinion etc) mervin urs vry funny summore got malay wan ahahahahahaa.. beng we go the chocolate boutique and buy chocs wan? AHAHHAHAH!!! jasmine thanks for saying i finally find own style, i took alot of time... FINALLY FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wai nee, thanks for ur comment.. i suddenly feel i m mother theresa lol juz joking...

i hope you understand wat i say bout u guys, gt gd n bad i juz say maybe to help u improve? coz this is the image you give me, and for your own good... you can take this flaws and change it to something good.

wah i type quite alot liao, later u guys ki siao reading this.
okla i stop here lol... nitez every1... hope u guys have sweet dreams n come smilling 2moro morning 2 college...

i pulak sick liao *cough cough* hehe.